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Today it’s Friday and I have weekend. It’s very nice. When school was over yesterday I was thinking that I for sure were in need of weekend soon, so I’m glad I could go home a day before than usual.

Usually I don’t really have anything to do in the weekends. I just go home, visit friends or visit Emma. Sometimes I go to Copenhagen but that’s getting quite expensive and I don’t have that much money. I’ve already used all my money for the next month, but I’m happy about the way that I’ve used them. But well, in this weekend something will actually happen. My parents have been married for 12 ½ year so they’ve invited everyone form the family to a big kind of party this Saturday. I’m looking forward to tomorrow. I think it’s gonna be fun. They’ve invited pretty much everyone, but there’s only gonna be about 60 when we’re gonna eat dinner and about 70 after. After dinner there’ll just be music, dancing, drinking and such. There’s about 25 people who’s gonna sleep in my house over the night. My parents have hired this odd middle aged man as a kind of DJ. That’s just weird. I don’t know why they hired him, but I think it’s because some of my parents friends have told them that he’s good. I hope so.If not I might take over.

Drinking

I'm not gonna do that...

My parents have planned this party months ago and back then I was in a relationship with Lucas. Back then they asked me if I wanted to bring him there so I had company and such and I just said that it was too distant future to do anything about it now. I’m happy I said that. Would’ve been odd to ask him if he’d like to go and then we’re suddenly not together anymore. So I never got to ask him and that’s fine. Now we’re just good friends. When I got in a relationship with Emma they of course asked me if I then would like to bring her and I said that I just didn’t know. I wasn’t sure if she’d like to. She’s kinda shy and not too talkative.

When there was about 2 weeks till the party I asked her. Or I didn’t really ask, I just mentioned that I couldn’t be with her that exact day, because of it. She didn’t ask if she could come along and I didn’t ask if she’d like to. After a couple of days I decided to ask if she’d like to. Or.. I told her that I’d be happy if she’d join and she replied that she’d like to. Made me kinda happy.

So well, it’s tomorrow. I’ve found half of the outfit I’m gonna wear and Emma is here. Makes me happy. Even though we’re not talking together right  now it makes me happy to know and see that she’s sitting only a couple of centimeters away from me in my bed. She’s listening to music just like me, and writing just like me. I’m posting my thoughts online – she keeps them for herself in a diary. I think it’s funny, she kinda accepts that I need to use time on this blog and that I like to use time by writing and such. I like that. I like to write and I’d like alot of people to read what I post. I hope that lots of people someday are gonna read my thoughts.

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